到最后还是什也没有，只有失望，伤心和难过。那有何苦呢？
我爱你也害怕失去你。
promise not to leave me okays?
ii know you wont. gahs.
me know me knows that you wanna spend more time with me but ii cant. im sorry.
im sorry for making you wait for my call. almost like everyday?
hope you have fun for today's jamming. and yay! sunday no jamming. hahahah. *happy*

sintua dinner tonight. holy shit.
eateateat im growing side ways manszxc. fff.
hopefully, i'll be helping more than eating. hahahahah.

'N' levels like starting in less than 100 days.
ii hafta come back to school during th holidays. for one week for that stupid structured programme.
im shooshoo gonna work.
hopefully mommy allows.
and there'll be training.
lik i've mention before.
and ii will get my 1300$ pay
ii wanna kachings manszxc. ii wanna buy many things!
and mommy's getting me an Itouch. *happy*

well, ii shall stop ranting.
ii miss that silly hubby of mine ttfm.
ii love my new housey.
gahhahs. though there'll will only be internet access from today onwards. stayed there for like two days without internet. yayness! and ii fucking hope that she'll return back to malaysia soon. th two of you are occupying my room like nobody's business! ahhh, and ii ahfta sleep with brobro on th floor with matress. ahhh. faster go back luhh. there's no room for you here. hahahah. sounds bad eh? yeah im bad. whatta do?

alrights. CIAOS~