anything else for me to say? no.
any hope for me to stay? and hold on. yes.
but im suffering like nobody's business.
well, but ii deserve it.
so who can ii blame?
nobody but myself.
so STFU celest. and endure no matter how he's treating you right nao.
im not as strong as you people might think. yes on th outer surface string. inner surface weak like fuck.

not gonna say anymore as time is limiting me.
shall post again when ii have th time.

5hours of talk.
5hours of hurt.
2hours of sleep.
13 months and 3 days of love